I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF. I FEEL LIKE I HATE MYSELF INSTEAD OF HATING YOU AND I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S POSSIBLE. BECAUSE I CONVINCED MYSELF I WAS OVER YOU AND NOW I KNOW IT WAS ALL PRETEND. I PRETENDED THAT I DIDN'T LOOK AT YOU WHEN YOU DIDN'T NOTICE I WAS. I PRETENDED NOT TO LIGHT UP WHEN YOU ENTERED A ROOM. I PRETENDED NOT TO BE UPSET WHEN WE GOT IN A FIGHT. I PRETENDED I DIDN'T LOOK LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU EVERYDAY. I PRETENDED THAT I WASN'T HURT WHEN YOU BROKE MY HEART. I PRETENDED I DIDN'T MISS YOU WHEN YOU DIDN'T COME AROUND. NOW ALL THESE LIES HAVE SHOWED ME IS THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN I HAD REALIZED.

I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF. I FEEL LIKE I HATE MYSELF INSTEAD OF HATING YOU AND I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S POSSIBLE. BECAUSE I CONVINCED MYSELF I WAS OVER YOU AND NOW I KNOW IT WAS ALL PRETEND. I PRETENDED THAT I DIDN'T LOOK AT YOU WHEN YOU DIDN'T NOTICE I WAS. I PRETENDED NOT TO LIGHT UP WHEN YOU ENTERED A ROOM. I PRETENDED NOT TO BE UPSET WHEN WE GOT IN A FIGHT. I PRETENDED I DIDN'T LOOK LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU EVERYDAY. I PRETENDED THAT I WASN'T HURT WHEN YOU BROKE MY HEART. I PRETENDED I DIDN'T MISS YOU WHEN YOU DIDN'T COME AROUND. NOW ALL THESE LIES HAVE SHOWED ME IS THAT I MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN I HAD REALIZED.

Calvin Zafar
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